The life section of the site, is somewhat similar to the
journal. Well, the main difference is that these are more general
thoughts rather than day by day recaps.
LIFE so far:
Fallen Angel: August 13, 2002
It's been like four weeks since I've stopped going to church. I
really wonder what people who have actually noticed have told their
children. "He's gone straight to hell, son," or
"MASTURBATION, that's what's gone wrong with society, and that boy
is the root of it!" Well, I'd expect that from the senile
elders. However, I think my parents most likely told the church I
was visiting Jenn's church. I dunno. Okay, it's not that
I've given up on God. It's just that, Church has been shoved down
my throat for the past 16 years of my life. And a lot of has
changed since then. I'm finding out things about myself as well as
other people. The image I've seen of Christians lately hasn't
really influenced me to come closer. They are shown as people who
pretend to be open-minded but shun those who are different. That's
the sad part. A people who pride themselves on believing in a God
who says "love thy neighbor" yet they are so hateful towards
those who are different. And I rather not be in a place that makes
me feel uncomfortable. It's not the people. It's the
atmosphere. I need a break. A hiatus. Some time to
figure out what I actually want. I love Christians seriously.
I mean, I have known some my whole life and would risk my life for them
in a second. But, right now I just need some time to myself.
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It's been like four weeks since I've stopped going to church. I
really wonder what people who have actually noticed have told their
children. "He's gone straight to hell." they probably say
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K, I'm still waiting for that flaming fajita, Theresa to get her
comeuppance on Passions. Why hasn't it happened yet? Hasn't
Gwen suffered enough?
Mary and I got something to do on Wednesday. Maybe teaching a frosh
as well? Yeah, you better come Wendy!
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